I must admit that I am not in my very best of mood lately. Grumpy, hot tempered and being anti-social. Everything seems so contradictable to me and not working how I want them all to be. Another hour till the end of Year 2004. Supposed to come up with a summary of the year that was but then I slack, again. Now that most of the major celebrations and countdowns being canceled, I’ll probably just stay at home and stone.

Heh, well not like I have any plans also before this. I don’t see my old time buddies that often anymore. Everyone has got their own plans, places and friends to be with. I ain’t complaining though. That’s life. Everything has changed tremendously over the past 12 months that there’s now a certain gap in between of many things. There are times when I would just sit down and start thinking back the past; cause I can’t imagine my very own future.

Shits are bound to happen and sometimes it just feels like getting smacked on your face real hard, without any apparent reason. That’s why I am always envious of those who lives a happy life. My definition of happy life doesn’t mean a tree that grows dollar notes or having your wishes granted with just a snap of the finger tips. As much as I hate to believe it, but the fact is undeniable true that money can’t buy you happiness.

I have always felt grateful having born in a decent family and getting proper education. My mom finances my allowance and keeping them in my bank account at very young age. She was the one who has been by my side all these years. She was the one I needed most back in the early 90s’ when I was seriously ill and having to undergo surgery. I can never thank her enough for she had gone through lots more than I ever did in the last 18 years.

Then I have got my elder brother and sister. I used to think that they are such bothers in my life cause I can never do whatever I desire most. Those were the olden days though, as now I have realized how foolish I was. Brother and sister have been very supportive and they are the ones who actually understand me most. Over the years, I learnt so much from them and I really am feeling thankful for the invaluable knowledges. I can never thank them enough for they had gone through lots more than I ever did in the last 18 years.

Last but not least, my forever grumpy yet horribly cute father. I do admit that I hate him 90% of the time, cause he’s always the one who goes against me in whatever/whoever I do. Dad is a rather intelligent man and he really knows how to get the ball rolling in many things. UNFORTUNATELY, he is one indecisive person and tends to follow what other says. That is the worst thing about him. Dad gets cheated a lot and he is never aware of it. GAH! Dad may be rather stingy at times and LOVES to act tough, but in fact that he has got a very ’soft’ heart. Hahahaha! Therefore, I can never thank him enough for he had gone through lots more than I ever did in the last 18 years.

Erk… You’d probably notice how far I got drifted away from the main topic. Everything I typed came flowing out from my head spontaneously and my fingers just doing their job. With such never-ending chaotic happenings around you, it is better to be late than never. Who knows? You might be the next person to leave this world and never get to see the next sunrise.

New Year is just around the corner so I guess I shouldn’t be so upset about life. Will save the rest of my rantings for some other days. Oh, and the summary of my splendiferous year 2004 as well. Ohohohohoh. Eugene has gotten himself a blog as well. Don’t know what happened to his very first one, but let’s hope that the current one will last longer! And just in case I don’t have access to the internet later on:

Erk. My days haven’t gotten any better since I touched down from Singapore few days back. Time spent in the Lion City was great and everything has changed much since the last time I paid a visit. Christmas Eve at Orchard Road was a blast but then a not-so-Merry Christmas since I was down with a hangover + food poisoning. Fcuk the instant noodles. I practically puked everything I had as well as anything I tried to consume. Nothing goes in throughout the entire day.

Thinking back of the mess which I’m responsible for really sends shiver down my spine. Getting wasted is so UNCOOL and somehow this past experience of mine has developed a phobia for alcohol. Probably not going to drink for quite some time as now that I know my limits. Will elaborate more on the Singapore Trip later on as I’m currently working on the backdated journal entries.

Gruesome news and pictures continue to fill up the pages of our mainstream newspapers even after days since the tsunami tragedy. Death toll continues to rise and the worse has yet to come. Gloomy atmosphere continues to haunt the living days out of many who were shaken by the sudden earthquake. It is also reportedly said that celebrations for the coming New Year’s Eve might be called off as a mark of respect for those who had lost their lives.

Eish. I don’t know but I just don’t feel right over the past few days. I am feeling downright moody and lifeless. Met up with my schoolmates couple of days ago and joined them for a drink. Supposedly to have lunch together but then I was too hungry so I followed my mom and sis to Kampung Baru Subang for brunch instead. Just a social meet-up and talked a bit. Went to Rack for a few games of foosball and then back home.

Rested for a while before parting home for Unlinked’s BBQ Party at Damansara Indah. Omnimech @ Alvin voluntarily offered his place for the gathering to be held at so big thanks to him. There was a heavy downpour throughout the whole journey but I’m glad to be one of the early birds to arrive at Alvin’s place. Reached there around 5:00pm but only 5 of us were present. Alvin, Neoro @ Yiming, Paraiteaes @ Justin and Penny were there since 4pm cause they had to go buy the stuffs and all.

Started working on those garlic breads and wrapping them up with aluminium foils before the rest came. Everyone settled down around 6:00pm and so we got the fires started. The food was okay, and people were great. Just like any other ordinary BBQ parties, we had our hands burnt and fingers poked by skewers. Had a long chat and did crazy stuffs, took lotsa pictures (You can view my collection in my photo album while the rest @ Unlinked)

Attendance wasn’t that much but good enough to have a great party. Everything turned out fine except for the first few garlic breads and chicken wings. Hahahahaha! They’re all charcoal black and gross. Later in the night, we started blasting tribal house and progressive dance music in both Stoneage and Archangel’s car. Sorry for being a little inconsiderate though but it only lasted for a while. Everyone back into the house and continued chilling before we started cleaning up the place and just call it a day.

Everyone left early except for Lefa, Vinci, Stoneage, Alvin (DuH!), Wkkay, Uss2Defiant, Archangel, Paraiteaes, Trickflip, Penny, Neoro and I. Wkkay has been uploading pictures throughout the whole night @ sorta like a live broadcast while Trickflip taking pictures with his uber cool Digital SLR. As for me, I just eat, drink and did some crazy stuffs. Hahahaha. It was a great party and everyone had a good time I suppose.

Came back home around 12:30am with the essence of charcoal and burnt sausages. Showered and slumped onto the bed instantly.

Both yesterday and today were uneventful so nothing much to blog about. Managed to catch Sayonara Changi on Discovery Channel during the evening and it was pretty interesting. Touching stories about those imprisoned in the Changi Prison as they have it unfolded throughout the 1 hour show. I’m not much of a fan when it comes to documentary shows but this one is really touching.

Sayonara Changi shows the importance of friendships and one of the many compulsary assets people gain possession of in order to stay alive. Nobody is victorious alone. Be them bitter or joyful, memories simply are what that keeps you striving, continuously pushing you towards accomplishments and realizing your dreams. Memories are here to keep your sanity alive. Memories remain for as long as you treasure the ones that you love.

I know this is somewhat scary cause I do believe that many of you didn’t expect those kinda words coming out from me. I am known for my ‘insanity’ (in a nice way, I guess) and happy-go-lucky guy but there’s something I’d never revealed to others. It is rather sad for me to know that people do judge a book by it’s cover. I may seem happy at most times but there are also hundreds of random thoughts running in my mind at the same time; often unhappy ones.

I just found out something I’m not supposed to, and I obviously am not happy with it. The fact that I haven’t done anything wrong yet all these aweful comments are what I get. What a way to end my oh-so-fabulous year 2004. Merry Belated Christmas to everyone and a Happy New Year in advance.

NOTICE: I am proud to announce that the winner for Fractionize’ Cute Bachelor Contest 2004 is none other than *drum rolls* : Mr. Michelle from Damansara Jaya! Mr. Michelle has beaten his/her rival, Macho Slinky by 9 votes to 3 votes. 2 faulty votes have been ruled out. And with the help of my Galactico Electronic Bingo Mambo Random Picko System™, the lucky draw winner goes to *drum rolls* BEN from ______________! Congratulations to you, as you have won an 8 hours trip to Kelantan (Inclusive of transportation and accomodation). I thank everyone who have casted their votes and hope you guys had a great time! Goodbye and have a nice day!

I seriously wanna blog but am feeling shitty at the moment. Been only days away from home sweet home yet so many things happened in just a short duration of time. Everyone’s talking about the sudden tremor which sent shockwaves across the globe. Indeed, it is a very sad day for everyone who has lost their loved ones in the recent tragedy, but life has to go on; As what Melissa had told me earlier today. I too know how it feels like losing someone you really loved. And for this, my deepest condolences to all those who perished in the lethal tidal waves and may their souls rest in peace.

As for the pictures taken during my Singapore Trip and Unlinked’s BBQ Gathering Party, I will upload them as soon as possible. Bye for now.

Fractionize Cute Bachelor Contest 2004
Main Sponsor: Ramli Burger Sdn. Bhd
Co-sponsors: Lim Ah Kow Tradings Co. Bilibili Bar and Pub

Candidate No1 - Mr. Michelle from Damansara Jaya. 17 years old who inherited the whole of Maggi Sauce production business. Currently idle and enjoys scribbling pictures of others.

Candidate No2 - Macho Slinky from Subang Jaya. Turning 19 next year with only RM54 to spend for the rest of the month. Available and seeking for lifetime foosball partner.

No hassle. Just cast your vote by simply leaving a comment and stand a chance to win a fabulous 8 hours trip to Kelantan (Inclusive of transportation and accomodation). The voting goes on for the next 7 days and will end on the 27th December, 2004. Lucky draw winner will be announced shortly after that but will not be notified. So get your ass here and check it for yourself!

Thank you for spending a little time of yours. Have a nice day and good night.

I need to :

1. Come up with a list of items to buy during the trip in Singapore.
2. Summarize the happenings of year 2004.
3. Pay a visit to college and settle my fee for second semester.
4. Buy a christmas gift for Emelia and family.
5. Go for a movie marathon some time soon.
6. Get a hair cut by this coming Monday.
7. Pack my bag. Can’t wait to do so!
8. Rant like a bitch! Like tomorrow never comes!

Went out for yum cha session with Eugene, as always. Ventured down the memory lane as we talked about the past. Brought back some of the finest moments during school life. I can’t believe we actually stayed at Al-Rafi Corners for two whole hours just talking. Shiatz, gossips and bitchings are what we do best. Mwahahaha!

European Champions League Elimination Round
- Quarter Finals

1. Manchester United vs. AC Milan
2. Chelsea vs. Barcelona
3. Arsenal vs. Bayern Munich
4. Liverpool vs. Bayer Laverkusen

O M F G. Gonna have to watch all of these matches. Hopefully the schedules don’t clash, although I doubt so.

Okay, off to rant somewhere else. Ciao.
Fuck em’ all! To hell with em’!

Okay. Supposedly to have blogged last night but then I fell asleep. Went to Sunway Pyramid yesterday and Eugene bought himself a new pair of Reebok sneakers. Basically just walked around and window shopped. I’m too heartbroken to elaborate everything cause I lost a bet moments ago. Went to Rack this afternoon for some unsettled businesses with Joel. The first to reach 5 wins will get a six pack of beer cans. We were leveled two days ago but then shit happened. Joel cruised to a comfortable 5-2 win over me and so that’s it. I’m going to be 15SGD poorer.

We shall start off with the Good News!

1. I don’t see how this would affect me in any way but Malaysia is through to the semi-finals for Tiger Cup! As I have mentioned in the earlier post, I almost died of boredom watching them play against Thailand and having conceded a stupid goal at the 45th minute is just plain joke. I didn’t expect our national team to come back from a goal down to a stunning 2-1 win over the Thais. I should be happy for my country, but this is a shock to me instead. Whoah!

2. I am proud to say that my addiction for Mcflurry Oreo has finally come to an end! The lust… it just stopped intriguing me. I’m not really sure what the cure is but the hunger for this sinful delicacy just vanished. Ohohoho! A happy news for everyone, and I now get to save up on the cash for something else. I practically spend about RM300 monthly just on Mcflurry and THAT is a lot of money T.T Silly me…. *Groans*

3. I bumped into Cia Ee and her ‘prince’ yesterday afternoon at Sunway Pyramid! Hahaha, feels great having to meet someone who you last seen since, primary school? I don’t think Cia Ee changed much though but she claims that I look completely different! Hahaha yeah, maybe that’s because I finally put on my contact lenses and having stretched into such a thin walking stick. I swear I wasn’t THIS thin years ago! Only God knows what had happened to me =.=

4. Tra la la~! I finally received the christmas card from Christine! Almost missed out on the card when I was placing my keys cause mom slipped it in between of other letters. But that’s not the point. Woohoo! Cute lil’ snowman and you have such beautiful handwriting! Thanks a lot, Christine!!! You shall get your Mcflurry Oreo from me during the next trip back here in Malaysia, yeah? ;P

5. Nothing beats a good rojak meal after hours of strolling in a shopping complex. And to top everything, the crowd was unseemly small so we got our plate of indian rojak in just minutes! Those who frequent to Subang Jaya should be familiar with this since the indian duo (rojak and cendol guy) who used to run their business opposite of Shell (and Gazebo) gets hella lots of customers. You’d see a ass-whooping long queue no matter what time you go. However, yesterday was like hell empty so it’s good in a way but still felt kinda weird.

6. Beautiful weather…. Nuff’ said.

And now moving on to the Bad News! >=(

1. Singapore dollar curreny remains sky high at 2.32. Oh crap, now I’m beginning to wonder if we’d actually make the right decision to go holiday during festive seasons. Am going to wait for another couple of days before deciding on which money changer to approach. Hopefully it drops during the next coming days. Heck, I’d be more than happy already if there is ever going to be 0.02 decline.

2. WARNING! Do not step into Ichiban Ramen for lunch/dinner/supper/whatever! This is the worst place to eat and not worth paying that much of money for crappy meals! I ordered one bowl of Chashu Ramen (Choshu Ramen is the exact name, btw) and hell it sucked! The ramens they used are like Wan Tan Mee, so little and those sliced pork tasted awful! All these for eye-popping RM13. ERK~ Should have went to Laksa Snacks instead. ARGH!

3. Will have to get my hair cut by this weekend. So long that it’s becoming a nuisance. Hard to maintain especially after shower and getting up every morning afternoon is even more irritating. My hair would be soaring high up in the sky so that is why I’ve been wearing a cap lately. Not a very common sight for my friends ;P I have always wanted to shave my head(not to the extent until no hair left la) for once but thinking of the outcome makes me shudder.

4. My proposal of having my eyebrow pierced has been rejected. ARGH! DAMN IT!

Okay… I guess that’s about it. A bit too late to mention but SAM results are finally out. Hahahahaha! Good luck to all SAM students… And I smell dinner… Ciao.

My friends and I had difficulties changing coins for MRT and little did we know that such small matters could turn into a handful of troublesome problems to be dealt with. Definitely learnt from mistake. Am going to carry a small pouch along with me this time but it isn’t going to be a light one though. Mom dug out thousands of Singapore dollar coins and she have it all wrapped up like candy bars. Hehehehe! Love her! Reason #89 to be added into “What Makes My Mom the Greatest One On Planet Earth!”

An estimated amount of 85 Singapore dollars. Sufficient for a one night stay at a decent 3-star hotel.

Obviously not going to bring all la. Probably just the 1dollar and 20cent coins. Will drop by at Sunway Pyramid tomorrow since Eugene wants to go shop a bit before we leave for Singapore on the 21st night. The currency rate for Singapore dollar is damn bloody expensive! Not a very good time to go rock the Lion City but heck, I wanna go see and experience artificial snow at Orchard Road! Went there during the first week of December last year and it was so B-E-A-U-tiful, with those decorations already up! Will be celebrating my Christmas over there as well this year. Wowee! Hopefully it’s gonna be a blast!

Was damn freaking bored after returning home from dinner at Subang Parade. Nothing much to do and so happens ESPN Startsports about to show the Tiger Cup football match between Thailand and Malaysia LIVE. Sat down and watched the first half. Boring. Terrible officials with cockeye referee. Lousy national players who only care about scoring. No assists and “clearance” doesn’t exists in their dictionary. Worse than not watching anything cause it really makes me fume. No wonder Malaysia never get to qualify in World Cup, not even the Asia region Qualifers. Sad.

I just got myself a Radio.Blog! Only uploaded a few songs just for your listening pleasure. I’m too lazy to fix that empty gap right below the playlist so ignore that eyesore in the meantime. Done fixing it! Now comes with a warning! sign too ;P Go punch up your volume and get indulged in some massive eargasm! Will upload more songs in the next coming days!

I’m sleepy.

I’m lost for words so I’d just show you the pics I took earlier in the late afternoon. Never have I seen such phenomenon in my entire life. It was freaking hot and the filthy air didn’t helped either. So bored with no one and an empty wallet go out with. Took a short nap and regretted doing so cause I suffered from a minor headache due to the humid weather condition. Had vegetarian food for dinner at Sunway City. The food tastes great or perhaps it’s just me the one who wallops anything/everything when hungry.

The view upon stepping out of my house. Bright and hot!

Sister drove along the road. View of the other side of Subang.

Looked cool. Notice the deep blue sky at the other end.

Drawing near to the huge lump of dark clouds.

The air smelled like ashes. Pollution!

Right below the dark clouds. Stuck in a traffic jam!

Arsenal drew with Chelsea. YEAH! Manchester United is going to play away game against Fulham. Time to narrow the point gap!